you know although i have came up with my decision.
i still feel sad and pain.. but well, gain something, lose something. lose something, gain something. i think i will miss them so much. i don't know if i will regret, probably yes... but

its a decision yea?


i am having a bad heartache. it has been my life already. they are so dear and important to me...


but i still love em.
MF forever.



p.s: omg. i am so tempted to do crafts with polymer clays/felt/softtoys/or whatever my hands can do when i am free-er.

deviantart rocks. there's really lotsa talented artist. i enjoyed surfing it for hours!!!