boldelicous

you know although i have came up with my decision. i still feel sad and pain.. but well, gain something, lose something. lose something, gain something. i think i will miss them so much. i don't know if i will regret, probably yes... but its a decision yea? i am having a bad heartache. it has been my life already. they are so dear and important to me... but i still love em. :) MF forever. p.s: omg. i am so tempted to do crafts with polymer clays/felt/softtoys/or whatever my hands can do when i am free-er. deviantart rocks. there's really lotsa talented artist. i enjoyed surfing it for hours!!!  

1.HSN 2.MGF 3.IDK please let me have a smooth year with my attachments and results please let me continue to do good and better and great at cheer and com please let me think and behave positive more please let my family and friends whom i care have a smooth year please let yj have time with primers please let yj be a happy person. please dun give up on yj please let yj juggle things well please dun let yj cry for no reason please dun let yj have fear please.

someone who totally don't respect me. someone who let me down in disappointment. someone who i totally try not to despise. because its my family. how important my family is to me. they think i don't appreciate it. but what you have wrote, what i have seen, the attitude u gave me. seems the other way. i tried so hard, i pretend, i forgive, i ignore, i didn't mention anything. u have a place to say, u have a place to express. but i don't. only here where i know no one knows. ONLY THIS PLACE WHEN I GOT TO CONTROL. u want to talk about immaturity. fine i forgive, because at this age of yours, i have seen. i have went pass it. and yes, u are sti